So Long, Farewell

It is always difficult to say goodbye. Especially in a more permanent sense. It's funny, people always seem to find a way to easily say (but not verbally, so maybe evoke the feelings of) "so long", but as soon as I begin to even say or think the words, it's as though that other person wishes to rescind their unspoken farewell.

I just wonder about the ever mysterious idea of leaving someone, moving on with your life, saying goodbye. For many, it can be such a gray area, confusing and uncomfortable.

In my case, as stated above, people without a second thought disappear from my life but as soon as I erase them from my mind, they suddenly remember and acknowledge my existence. Why is that? And why does it keep happening?

If they are allowed to move on, leave without a second glance, then why aren't I allowed to do the same? Am I expected to always be there for someone who is not there for me? Why am I not allowed to say farewell and continue along my journey?

If you want a goodbye, I'll give you a goodbye. But I will not rescind that farewell, especially if you're the one to initiate it.

Oh, the musings of a satirical mind...