It's been a quite a long time since I last posted an entry here. An entire summer, in fact. And within this summer that is almost past a lot of things have happened and changed. My sister is now a married woman. My mother has been diagnosed with breast cancer but has had a successful surgery and is now beginning the healing process. And I've felt like I've done a lot of growing up and letting go of negativity. I thought that my eyes were opened wide enough. I was definitely fooled.
There are still some things, however, that haven't changed:
I'm still crazy nauseous all the time, in and out of the doctor's office. At this point, I'm going to start calling myself a medical mystery.
Financial situations still make me want to cry, if only I really could.
Fall classes are about to start up again. I'm nervous but mostly excited for them to begin. Even though it can be stressful at times I find the learning process very intriguing.
Happiness is something that I haven't truly experienced (in a long time) and it is something that I usually don't trust. But now I'm going to give it a chance and see where it takes me. It's a learning process for me, love is, and I am ready to begin the learning process of its true meaning.
"What's happened to the world? Is everything sad going to come untrue?"-J.R.R. Tolkien
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