Just Another Musical Musing

I've most recently become aware of the fact that I miss playing in a musical ensemble. Like really, really miss playing in an ensemble. Playing/practicing by myself for the past two months has been mostly ok though because I have been continuing my journey of perfecting my art: playing the flute. But I wish that I were good enough to perform in festivals and/or community groups during the summer. And I know that I had a later start than a lot of other musicians in music school and that it takes a lot of work, time, effort, and patience to get where I want to be. But all the same, it is very frustrating. (Despite my being a senior this upcoming fall) I have 2 more years of being an undergraduate music student and I have come so far in my studies. I have learned so much and have become a better musician.